Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Some things don't make sense...major ramblings ahead.

There is so much death around me right now. None of it directly but around.
It makes me appreciate life more yet I am still suffering with stupid anxiety that seems to be getting worse.
I want to work more..I want more clients. I am a photographer but a business woman I am not. So this means I have no clients.
Money sucks right now so that makes me want to work more. Not too much but 4-6 clients a month that order would be wonderful right now.

T has been sick and wearing on my nerves...yes, i feel bad for him but at 3 AM I just want to sleep.
This morning went smoothly, surprised me. There were no tantrums and no whining....just goofy kids getting ready for the day.
T will miss school today. Saddens me because he only gets two days as it is.

1 comment:

gail said...

I understand how you feel. I hope your mood brightens. Hope the boy feels better.

 
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